Thursday, 19 April 2012

The Rock

Sitting one day I thought to myself; is it possible to have a split-free marriage, can it really last till death? I mean even big and powerful people get divorced. Is it possible for me to marry and have a divorce-proof marriage, because that’s the whole idea of me not dating at the moment, cause truth be told, I don’t really have the time or the energy to chase after wind.

Then almost immediately, I had a reply in my spirit… Matt 7 vs24"Everyone then who hears these words of mine and does them will be like a wise man who built his house on the rock. 25And the rain fell, and the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house, but it did not fall, because it had been founded on the rock.

I know it sounds so cliché, but there is great truth in this. The verse above does not say because the house was built on a rock no bad weather came on it, but it says even though bad weather, extreme weather came on it, it stood because it was rooted on the rock.

So now I so wanted to know this rock that could give me such great everlasting relief, surely I gotta get sum of dat, please lol!

And the rock is Jesus, when we establish our lives as a whole, every single area of our lives in him we are guaranteed everlasting peace. He is making a promise in his word that if I do this, then no matter what challenge or obstacle I come across in my life, I am guaranteed to stand after the storm. The catch is to listen and do. To go to the Rock (not friends or family) for guidance when strong stormy winds bring confusion. After all he says “I ALONE KNOW THE PLANS I HAVE FOR YOU TO BRING YOU PROSPERITY AND NOT DISASTER…”and act on his instructions.

So after declaring all that in my spirit, I am ready to perform my role in the play called true love.

Till next time, be blessed beyond.

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Wednesday, 18 April 2012

Thoughts by Fortunate: My journey

Thoughts by Fortunate: My journey: It’s been a while since I wrote about my future plans. Its mostly because of the rejection and disappointment that came with loosing Mandla....

Thoughts by Fortunate: Being me.

Thoughts by Fortunate: Being me.: I have always had a passion to write and talk, and so heres to finally putting it down.

My journey

It’s been a while since I wrote about my future plans. Its mostly because of the rejection and disappointment that came with loosing Mandla. I invested a lot of hope and faith in it, it really took a great deal of time and self love to be finally ok and of cause my dear friends Njabulo and Demaka , lol I remember she said “oho shame, that’s his loss, have you seen how hot you look these days..” but truth be told, at that moment it felt more my loss than his, I mean he dated immediately, with no hesitation.

So yeah, I did what every girl does, delete,  delete and delete some more, even though it took all of me to delete every single thing that connected me to him. It’s not that he’s all that, it’s just that I invested so much in the possibility.
But we need faith, we need hope, it keeps us going. After each disappointment, I just feel like the rope is getting tighter, like it’s never gonna happen.
The last thing I want is to grow alone, I want what I didn’t have, the love support and all that comes with love.
I am at that point where I wish I knew where I was on this map, which way to turn, but my hope, faith and dreams are all that I choose to focus on – which is how I got to the conclusion to leave all searching and identifying duties to him, Sthembiso Boaz that is (he is the one, I named him after that awesome guy in the book of Ruth, in the bible). I am leaving it to him to find me, to pray for me, to chase me, but as for me I am gonna sit right here and just love myself. I will go out of cause, chances are he doesn't know my address, so I should atleast be visisble lol. But I am expecting him to go out 10 times more, to pray 10 times more, to search 10 times more.
Don’t know if this is right, but I know for sure that this particular situation has to do more with him than me, I might be ready, but what if, he the man is not at the moment? And if he really wants me, then even the Indian Ocean is a pool to him to get to me.

To be continued...

Being me.

I have always had a passion to write and talk, and so heres to finally putting it down.